from head to heart

So.... long time no post. Have a feeling that this will end up being kind of a stream of consciousness thing --- so bear w/ me, or feel free to skip :)

Group meetings have been thin lately, it's rough sometimes with everyone being so busy. I really feel that we are pulled away from what we need most - I know that it is how we all feel. Praying for the mommas who are overbooked - AND praying that I can continue balancing it all.

Interesting conversation this evening. In this book, Kimmel continually points to the concept that we need to be making an effort to live grace out with our children. NOT just refer to the grace of Christ's sacrifice and then water down our faith to a legalistic checklist.

This started a conversation on how do we get this concept of in the heart across to preschoolers. Currently my boy is in AWANA's w/ his gma. This is an awesome opportunity for him to begin early trainings in basic beliefs. BUT - how can I bridge the concept of verse memorization to "hiding his word in our hearts"???? I keep trying to think of ways to show grace to him - not just in how I deal with him - but with how i deal with others. That is my struggle.

Also, I feel that as I read this book it is a method I should use in my classroom with my students. PROBLEM BEING - I can't quite make the connections w/ verses with them. I try to use accepted sayings of culture --- based off of Christianity - but not quite Bible quoting. It's rough though. I see how badly the kids need grace, love and understanding - but at the same time, I am not able to draw a line when they violate God's law - just the schools. It's a struggle, one I've mentioned before - I'm working so hard and trying to be the best momma possible, and I see these children and wonder where their parents are - do their parents know how rude, crude, and off their kids can be. It's not necessarily things to call home about - but still not what I would want my child doing or saying.

The other day I overheard a teacher talking, in speaking with a student he mentioned she should show him respect --- as she walked away he heard her say "I don't respect my mom ==== why should I respect you". Where have the parents gone? Why are they so absent from their children's lives, and why oh why do they not realize how badly they are needed?????